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Stubborn inflammation that was, is still 7 stitch (klammrar) left. However, penicillin is not final yet so it'll work out for sure.

This afternoon I'll try out a wig. 'll Go for a little tougher hairstyle so I can feel a bit safer. Also consider taking a bit brighter than my own hair because I am due to anemia is incredibly pale.

18: it is time for cytostatikan. They put picclinen same day so I do not have to go back and forth, which feels good.

It was the iofs 2 weeks ago but I have been podium since then because I had so desperately bad. Not only did my stomach hurt, surgical wound has inflamed too ... So I eat now penicillin and 23 of the 28 stitches remaining.

Thankfully, my gut alone, there were only 2 mm margin of healthy tissue, but the surgeon did it. So incredibly talented they are.

They also took the ovaries which was lucky as it had begun to spread there. So to prevent further spread, it is time for week 7 new round of chemotherapy agents. The worst of the new cytostatikan is that I will lose all the hair.

I'll try out a wig tomorrow and after that I will cut my long hair. When I start losing my hair, it will be shaving directly. I cut myself because I think it's a bit easier to drop short hair.

The hair feels really tough. The thought in my simplicity that I would avoid the sort cytostaika but the cancer did other things.

In order to stop bleeding and pain they must now remove the uterus. Since they do not know how much radiation is destroyed, it will gut the surgeon to stand ready to take over if needed. So I do not know if I wake up with stoma or not but it is certainly good!

PET scan showed no cellular activity at the basin as well, but hopefully it was just very active cells and not cancer cells. But it gives good answers to tomorrow's surgery.

After the operation, it will be more chemotherapy. Just hope that even this round is the type of chemotherapy you will not lose hair because of there is time to cut (has long hair now and imagine that it feels better to lose the short hair)

I will most likely not to know anything because I will have both an epidural and general anesthetic Spinal anesthesia can I get that I should not have so much pain afterwards.

No new fuss to show up for the simple reason that I do not fuss over a long time. Is in a small vacuum and do nothing.

So, a few hours carries it away to Lund again. Bye!

Now, my doctor along with surgeons examined the results of X-ray and they believe that surgery is probably the best option now. I'm going back to Lund next week for a new investigation under general anesthesia (9: the time I sovs since it started, begin to have routine) and then surgeons should also be present to take the absolute final decision.

Since the tumor is active, it's spread from the point of view good to get rid of it but unfortunately it is not just the tumor removed ... Everything around it can spread to be removed so the result is stoma and artificial bladder (the second, I will not miss ). But as my son put it - better to have a mother with bag on his stomach than no mother at all, lucid and wise son!

The feeling when I found out it is the same as when I was told I had cancer - total emptiness. When you go home and feel fairly good and crisp morphine so it is easy to repress the fact is seriously ill. Too bad they have to remind me far too often, of course thrive so well in my little bubble ... Even when I write about it so it feels sometimes as if it's myself I write about - the reality is a bit too much effort to deal with sometimes.

Just returned from Lund, where they unfortunately Art Council pointed out that the tumor started to grow again. Now they await information from PET X-ray (if ev. Spread) and will then decide what action should be initiated. Likely to be the Cyt-day treatment with two different kinds of chemotherapeutic agents simultaneously.

Feels a bit tough right now but it probably depends most on that it had started to fall so nicely so the disappointment was great. But it is just to go into the next round of treatment and hope for the best. I'm too stubborn to give up!

Next week is the time for Lund again. On Wednesday, it will be registration and PET and X-ray examination on Thursday during anesthesia.

So it becomes just one night this time (iofs was 5 weeks 8 of the summer so we'll see ...)

Did ultrasound of the heart today. The backlash I had was not worse than what many people have so it was nemas problemas. There you can hear is the blood that goes a little too fast through the valve, therefore no impact on cardiac function. Also had a bit (3mm) fluid in the ventricle, which I probably got because I got cytostatikan but it also affects the function. So net terms - my heart feels prima

So amazingly beautiful with a positive message for once.

So, when was the study left thyroid. Was a large goiter under the doctor why he did cytology. This means that the puncture struman and taking smears from it. Five times he ran - ajoto.

Now it's just waiting around. two weeks for a response. He dares not raise the medication because of my angina because the heart which can be damaged if it goes too fast. So now he is awaiting awaiting test results before he decides whether to continue treatment.

Now I have a day off before the bear away to the next sjukhusbeök

Was not quite according to plan today ...

The tumor has stopped bleeding, which of course is very positive, but unfortunately the doctor did something else. It sat too far up so that she could look at me when I was awake, so now I'm back in 2-3 weeks to be examined under general anesthesia and PET radiographed.

Hope now it will be better informed tomorrow and on Thursday.

Final Gnällt!

Now the album is sent and can therefore be presented

Thank you Lola & Fadi for a super party!