December
10
Now, my doctor along with surgeons examined the results of X-ray and they believe that surgery is probably the best option now. I'm going back to Lund next week for a new investigation under general anesthesia (9: the time I sovs since it started, begin to have routine) and then surgeons should also be present to take the absolute final decision.
Since the tumor is active, it's spread from the point of view good to get rid of it but unfortunately it is not just the tumor removed ... Everything around it can spread to be removed so the result is stoma and artificial bladder (the second, I will not miss ). But as my son put it - better to have a mother with bag on his stomach than no mother at all, lucid and wise son!
The feeling when I found out it is the same as when I was told I had cancer - total emptiness. When you go home and feel fairly good and crisp morphine so it is easy to repress the fact is seriously ill. Too bad they have to remind me far too often, of course thrive so well in my little bubble ... Even when I write about it so it feels sometimes as if it's myself I write about - the reality is a bit too much effort to deal with sometimes.
December 11th, 2009 at 12:40
It seems that we must keep our fingers crossed even harder: x! Hang in there!
Lots of hugs
/ / Hellen
January 15th, 2010 at 9:16
Takes me a tour through the 'round my blog "page. If you think it is inappropriate to remove my comment. It is so dangerous to surf around because I need to look at what you done since last time.
Dear heart - I understand that you have it very tough right now. All pending a drain on a lot. I hope with all my heart that you have many people around you who support and help you keep your spirits up.
I just want to tell you that we are having a sale on Artic Sisters stamps this weekend so we can place with the new ones arrive. We open up with a 50% discount. A perfect opportunity to bargain fine text stamps for manufacturing of All hjärtansdagkorten. We've SALE from Friday, January 14th to Sunday, January 17th.
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