The operation completed
It was the iofs 2 weeks ago but I have been podium since then because I've been so desperately ill. Not only did my stomach hurt, surgical wound is inflamed as well ... So now I eat penicillin and 23 of the 28 stitches left.
Thankfully, my gut to be left alone, there were only 2 mm margin of healthy tissue, but the surgeon did it. So incredibly talented they are.
They also took the ovaries which was lucky as it had begun to spread there. So to prevent further spread, it is seven weeks time for new round of chemotherapy. The worst thing about the new cytostatikan is that I will lose all the hair.
Will try out a wig tomorrow and after that I will cut my long hair. When I start losing my hair will shave directly. The fact that I cut myself because I think it's a bit easier to lose hair short.
The hair feels incredibly tough. Did course in my simplicity that I would avoid the sort cytostaika cancer but thought otherwise.
So nice that you did not have the bag but sad to not be able to keep their hair. All that can be seen as a slight brightening is well that you now can you take the chance to try any style you always dreamed of. I do not know what I should write more! Feeling a bit lost ... I would just think of fun things to say but it feels so damn hard! All I can say is that well, you know, it's ok to be sad! My sister and I have always said to each other in difficult moments that: If You Want to Cry, You Cry! Better that than to keep everything within themselves, I think. But also try to find things, if you like and can, which means that you may be thinking about something else for a while. Sometimes it actually! A crazy movie, anyway made me laugh out loud, was the hangover. See if you have not done it so maybe you can get a small break in the middle of everything. Or maybe you should wait by the way ... you might get even more evil when you laugh.: | I hope not!
Take care of yourself now and receive Bimsan ... Here's a big boy hug to you through cyberspace!
/ / Hellen
Thanks for all the support there either, it heats the deep, deep into the heart!
Only you will not now with a new style that I do not recognize. On the other hand, it is always fun with new acquaintances. Clap on the cat so now we heard tonight as usual. Bamse Hugs
