Hair gone

Sunday, March 14th, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

Continued lose an enormous amount throughout the day so tonight I could no longer as scissors and hair trimmer went up. Do not see me as the wig went on at once. Taking good bit of time to get used to ...

Time for the razor

Sunday, March 14th, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

When I combed me this morning, I filled the entire toilet bowl with hair so now it's time : (

Must do it tonight but until then I have a shawl on her head to fall off the lot now. A little hard to eat / drink for the hair came in everything.

I've also started to thin out your eyebrows, mostly to the one so it looks very odd. Must start painting them so I know roughly where they are then when everything is gone.

Received on fake lashes once but it was so awkward, so it'll be bright sunglasses instead.

Right now it sucks, but as with most things you get used to the well. And it is supposed to be exciting to see what grows. For cyt-reception they said it often becomes something entirely different than what you had before. So I might be a curly blonde sister frisky :)

Hair pins

Tuesday, March 9, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

So, now it has started. Dropped a medicine bottle on the floor in the morning (hard to keep things because my fingers are numb) and when I sat on the floor and took pills, I saw lots of hair, which was significantly longer Vickans (my adorable little dog) so I pulled my fingers through your hair and but a handful.

Suspect is already Monday evening that there was something going on because I had a tingling sensation in the scalp, approximately the same as I have at your fingertips.

Would really the comb through your hair to remove all loose but I'm home alone right now so I do not dare ... Waiting for her husband to come home so I get some support because I do not know how much that will. How much and how fast you're losing individually.



Do some shopping

Monday, March 8, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

Now I have at least begun gradually to fuss again, do some shopping :)

A Handy Clip, pearls, rhinestones and most beautiful butterflies I have ever seen was from the Scrapmoment . Many thanks to Hellen candy bag!

Some I have actually crafting the past week. Doing a mini album to be given as a wedding gift. Good thing the wedding is not correctly until this summer with the pace I agree :)

The wound feels better today but I have a stomach ache because I thought I was feeling so good today so I attacked the kitchen - not a good idea ... But now, benches and cupboard doors in all cases, clean!

This week, it happens not so much testing in the morning and then reschedule picclinen on Thursday.

Retrieved wig

Saturday, March 6, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

Robin1_1639_Noriko This was the solid dark brown. You who know how my hair looks now know how brave I was - NOT :)

Thus, it is so close to my haircut there can be but it feels good because I recognize myself.

Well, not really for me as I cut to 15 cm in the other day, I thought I would take it a bit on the po po. But as it looked a week ago, anyway.

Surgical wound has almost healed, still a bit fluid. Was completely dry but when I stopped taking penicillin and had started chemotherapy again. Can not have any protection on it anymore because I managed to develop an allergy to the dressing - it is not the one it is the second ...

Hands and feet are numb to cytostatikan, feels like fingers are frost-bitten and that if I go on a spike mat. Hope it does not get worse the next round.

Picclinen rescheduled. Not common piccline on my little clinic. Two nurses who did it, who read a step by step instructions and one who did it :) But it was good!

Previous chemotherapy completed

Thursday, February 25, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

So, when it was finished. Feeling fairly good, just a bit "dull".

Did the two drugs for adverse reactions caused by celllgifterna and one of the side effects caused by one of the medicines for side effects. Does the fact it is so strange that it will be fun :)

We'll see how I feel tomorrow and beyond, certainly have a lot of adverse reactions to "look forward". Nausea, pain and hair loss naturally. Some transient side effects caused by the cortisone may also appear but they are quickly transient.

Her husband was reading a great post, and think it sounds a bit nice. He has been through the whole journey and know exactly how I feel. So the above is pure fact what actually happened today - here comes the reality:

I feel abysmal, cancer and hate the thought of losing her hair scares the shit out of me.

Agrafferna away

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

Today they took away the last six agrafferna (stitches). Not that it was healed, but because they suspect they may hamper the healing process because they now been a month. So now the cut is held together with only patches - huga.

Third pencillinkuren stub - this time a double dose ... They also took samples of crop response and referral for the ultrasound is sent. They suspect that I have a decent collection was under the skin as it bubbles up when they press on your stomach.

They will try to arrange so that I can take the ultrasound on Thursday while I am in the hospital for chemotherapy. If it becomes any chemotherapy because the cut does not heal.

Tomorrow is the time to try a wig - certainly nothing great but I just look forward. Will definitely so in any way.


Tiring

Wednesday, February 10, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

The stitches are still there and new pencillinkur stub. That it can never go according to plan : (

Stitch remaining

Thursday, February 4, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

Stubborn inflammation it was, still has seven stitches (klammrar) left. However, penicillin is not final yet so it'll work out safely.

This afternoon I will try out a wig. I think I'll try a little harder hairstyle so I can feel a bit safer. Consider taking a bit brighter than my own hair since I because anemia is incredibly pale.

The 18th is the time for cytostatikan. They put picclinen same day so I do not have to go back and forth which is nice.

The operation completed

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 Posted by Bimsan

It was the iofs 2 weeks ago but I have been podium since then because I've been so desperately ill. Not only did my stomach hurt, surgical wound is inflamed as well ... So now I eat penicillin and 23 of the 28 stitches left.

Thankfully, my gut to be left alone, there were only 2 mm margin of healthy tissue, but the surgeon did it. So incredibly talented they are.

They also took the ovaries which was lucky as it had begun to spread there. So to prevent further spread, it is seven weeks time for new round of chemotherapy. The worst thing about the new cytostatikan is that I will lose all the hair.

Will try out a wig tomorrow and after that I will cut my long hair. When I start losing my hair will shave directly. The fact that I cut myself because I think it's a bit easier to lose hair short.

The hair feels incredibly tough. Did course in my simplicity that I would avoid the sort cytostaika cancer but thought otherwise.